Till the End of Time

I finally did it.  I pulled up the last row of kale in my garden at Uncle Bob’s.  It is true that I planted too much kale.  If I lived near Uncle Bob, I would have eaten kale every day, but since I don’t, a lot of good kale went to waste.  Kale may very well be the latest trendy miracle food celebrities are juicing, but not in Lisbon Falls.

Look at the size of these kale stalks.

It’s pretty amazing to think that one little kale seed sprouted, grew, and turned into this big stalk.

Here’s the dinosaur kale I pulled out of the garden.  If I had been thinking, I would have wrapped a big red bow around the tub and used the picture as a holiday card.

I hope the critters over on The Farm had a tasty, trendy snack.

When I was done pulling up all the kale, I went into the barn and got the hand tiller.  This tool does a good job of skimming and fluffing the surface of the soil without doing much deep damage.  I’ve “tilled” my garden using a shovel and a hoe before, too.  I try to avoid the rototiller because (gasp) deep tilling is bad for the soil.

Soil is an intricate network of particles and living things.  The clumps and particles act to preserve the integrity of the soil, help hold water, and prevent erosion.  Over-cultivation of the soil by rototilling causes soil compaction, exposes and depletes nutrients, and kills micro-organisms.

I suppose I could blame Henry Jethro William Tull.  Tull was an 18th century farmer of sorts who invented the horse-drawn hoe.  He believed that fertilization of the soil was unnecessary and it could be avoided by pulverizing the soil.

Uncle Bob is a Jethro Tull fan, although he doesn’t know it.  He loves to rototill the garden.  He tills in the spring and he tills in the fall; he tills when he pulls up a row of beans and he tills when he pulls up a row of corn.  I’ve tried and tried to explain to him that it’s not necessary, except on the occasions when I bring in a load of manure.  In spite of my protestations, he bought a bigger rototiller this year.  He likes the garden to look neat and organized, like a combed head of hair.

It’s just one of those battles I’m not going to win, except in my own little section of the garden.

After I finished hand tilling the kale rows, Uncle Bob came home and popped around the corner.  He could see that I had pulled the kale and he said “how did you till those rows?”  I explained my method and he laughed at me.

There’s no telling if he’s machine-tilled those rows since I left, but I’m not going to complain.  Uncle Bob let me bring the hand tiller to New Hampshire with me and I’m going to try it out at the Hampton Victory Garden.  I have three garden spots to rototill.

Wish me luck.

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Every Little Star

According to Wikipedia, a shooting star is nothing more than the visible path of a meteoroid when it busts through the atmosphere and becomes a meteor.  Radio airwaves are littered with songs about shooting stars, much in the same way that the atmosphere is littered with the fleeting “space dust.”

I was out visiting at home last night; I stopped in and got caught up with my friend Faye.  We haven’t been to the “opera at the movies” yet, what with all the reunion commotion.  We looked at our schedules and decided the “opera at the movies” would have to wait until next year, what with Thanksgiving being so early and all that comes after.

At 8:00 p.m., I decided to mosey on home.

It was dark, with no moon out.  I was ruminating, all alone in my dream world filled with sunflowers, tomatoes and a certain farm boy who is always just outside the horizon.  I’m not sure what caused me to look up through the bare trees reaching into the slate grey sky, but when I did a meteoroid flashed by.

I don’t believe in signs and magic and lucky pennies.  Life doesn’t work that way.

I’m glad I looked up at just that moment, though, because I needed a hopeful reminder of a line of Robert Browning poetry.  One of my blog commenters actually reminded me of it, but I keep forgetting.

“God’s in His heaven – All’s right with the world.”

Peace!

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In My Own Backyard

I went to a production of “The Wizard of Oz” last night at my high school. The students did a good job; it was a production complicated by many scene changes and a large cast.

My ears perked up like Toto’s when Dorothy said:

“If I ever go looking for my heart’s desire again, I won’t look any further than my own back yard.”

This week I’ll stray beyond my own backyard, but I’m going to rest today. One eye on the Patriots and one eye closed.

You rest too.

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Helen and the CSA

I have written about Community Supported Agriculture (CSA) more than once on this blog.  It’s Friday; it’s been a long week and for folks with tired eyes, Community Sponsored Agriculture is a different model of food delivery with fewer hand-offs.

For the last two years, I have been a member of Joel and Annalisa Wild Miller’s CSA in Lee, New Hampshire.  I can visit their farm to pick up eggs, produce, meat, and raw milk, or I can meet them at local Farmer’s Markets.

Between the food I grow in the summer and the food they grow all year-long, I have been able to limit my trips to “the grocery store” dramatically.  Sure, I’m still not producing enough of my own food, but my supply line is shorter and I can shake the hand of the person who lovingly grew the head of cabbage I’m going to slice up for cole slaw today.

It’s not a perfect model; Joel and Annalisa can’t produce fresh tomatoes in February.  Despite the imperfections, this model of “shopping” is attractive and enjoyable to me and I am sometimes overzealous in my attempts to evangelize other people about CSA.

This year, the object of my evangelism was my mother.

My parents are orderly and organized; they like routines.  My mother is disciplined about menu-planning and grocery-list making.  She knows the prices of things in the store and she can advise you if you would like to know which grocery chain has the lowest price on Tide detergent.

Helen is also interested in healthy food and has long been a proponent of fruits and vegetables as a path to health and wellness.  More recently, she’s been concerned about hormones used in eggs and meat.  She has added “Farmer’s Markets” to her list of stops on grocery day.  She likes the things I grow in my garden and will offer advice about my selections.  (“You grew too much kale this year; could you add a little more lettuce next spring?”)

I mentioned CSA to her last February and she said she was satisfied with the things I grew in the garden; no thank you.  I persisted.

“Don’t buy me a share in a CSA; I will shop where I want to shop.”

Helen had spoken.

“Herman” may very well mean “stubborn” in German and when it comes to being persistent (aka stubborn), I am my father’s daughter.  I have been known to hold on to something long after a reasonable person would have let it go.  I know this a fault; I’m working on it.  I’ve also learned to pick my battles and causes carefully.

Besides, there was a beautiful CSA less than 3 miles from my parent’s house and it was utter foolishness that they did not want to participate.  My mind was made up.

My first step was buying a half-share at Little Ridge Farm.  I met Keena Tracy one cold February day and brought her my check.  She explained how she ran her CSA—she started in early May (depending on the weather and growth patterns) and pick-ups were on Tuesdays and Fridays.  I think I almost believed the little fib I told her.

“I come home every Friday night.  Put me down for Friday pick-ups.”

I did come home for the first Friday pick up and I loved the “market” arrangement.  It was neat and orderly and everything was clearly explained.  It was almost like a grocery store!

Things got busy in my life and I wasn’t able to pick up for the next two weeks; the lettuce I had planted in April started popping up in my own gardens, too.  I was worried that my CSA share was lying fallow.

I thought about roping my brother in on the scheme, but he’s older and wiser.  I don’t think he wanted to be responsible for CSA deliveries to The Motel and he’s pretty busy, so he just picked up my half-share that week and enjoyed the spinach and kohl rabi.

The time had come to tell the truth, sort of.

Like a thirteen year-old girl caught smoking cigarettes in the basement, I told my parents I had purchased the CSA half-share, fully intending to come to Lisbon Falls every Friday night after work and pick it up.

(“I’ve never smoked cigarettes before today; I was just trying it out.)

Helen seemed skeptical, but said she would pick up my CSA share the following week.

“Don’t buy a half-share next year” she said.

(“No, Mom, I promise, I will never smoke cigarettes again.  Ever.)

I won’t bore you with the details, but my parents started picking up my half-share every week and they also started buying eggs at the CSA.  Keena was patient and kind and was available to discuss various and strange greens with Helen.

At first, my mother was convinced I could grow all the same things she was getting at her CSA in Uncle Bob’s garden; I knew she meant it when she discouraged my future CSA participation.  Yet, every week she would tell me some story about her trip up the Gould Road.  Did I know that so and so who works at the library had a half-share?  Keena was going to have organic, grass-fed chicken for sale in September—did I want to buy in on it?  Oh, they sell raw milk at the CSA…did you want me to pick some up for you?

In August, the CSA cantaloupes arrived and they were bigger and sweeter than anything I had ever grown.  Helen loves cantaloupes.

One Sunday afternoon, Helen and I walked over to the garden.  The melons I was trying to grow looked feeble in comparison to the ones from Little Ridge Farm; maybe they were smoking cigarettes.

“I don’t think you should grow melons next year,” Helen said.  “They take up a lot of space and I can get them at the CSA.”

(“I will never, ever smoke cigarettes again!”)

I don’t know what next year will bring.  No one really does, but I am making my list of practical gifts for people on my short shopping list and I have a few ideas for my mother.  In case you were wondering, I don’t smoke cigarettes, but I’m still stubborn.

I’m working on it.

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Au Revoir

The first flakes are falling today and my flower friends won’t make it.  It’s hard to believe I took this picture on Tuesday.

I’ve saved a few seeds from this plant because in French it’s “au revoir” and not “good bye.”

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Have you read…

When I was in college, one of my dorm mates had a line that would come out anytime the conversation took a turn to literary things.

“Have you ever read Atlas Shrugged?”

It was 1984, and it’s likely there was some dark British pop music playing in the background and the air was filled with cigarette smoke.  Cigarettes were popular in some sections of my all-female dormitory and even in the jock-strap-filled all-male dormitory across the way.

My response to this one-trick pony was always, “yeah, it’s on my list” but I had no intention of reading Atlas Shrugged that semester.

Twenty-seven years later, I read Atlas Shrugged.

Last year, I read War and Peace.

I enjoy reading.  I don’t do enough of it when the daylight is long.  After “falling back” an hour and putting my garden to bed, I started thinking about the books I would like to read over the winter.  This year, in anticipation of possibly selling my condo and moving, I decided to pack up all of my books, with the exception of one small bookcase; I packed a total of 8 boxes of books.

My winter reading list is incomplete, but the following books have been selected, in no particular order:

The Pilgrim’s Progress by John Bunyan

Four Arguments for the Elimination of Television by Jerry Mander

Smoke by Ivan Turgenev

American Nations by Colin Woodard

On Writing by Stephen King

I need something big and epic; I’ve thought about Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy but I’m still not sure.

What one epic novel would you recommend I include on my winter reading list?

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Neighborly Voting

When I was a high school sophomore, I ran for president.  I think I made a great speech, although I don’t recall a single thing I said.  People clapped, they voted, and I was elected to serve.  It was exciting to run for office; it was easy to make a speech, but the job of president was difficult.  It was hard to be a sixteen year-old class officer and I don’t think I did a very good job.

Since that time, I have had a love/hate relationship with political horse races.  I’ve campaigned for political candidates at the grass root levels, pounded the pavement with brochures, waved signs, and written checks.  As time passed, I grew cynical and tired.  Candidates of both major parties would raise billions of dollars to become president and lots of wheel-heeled folks would form political action committees (PACs) to raise billions more for both political parties.  They would tell me the parties were distinctly different.

Today, as I drive to work along a beautiful stretch of Route 1A through North Hampton and Rye Beach, New Hampshire, I will pass some palatial homes, some within a stone’s throw of the Atlantic Ocean.  Both candidates are well-represented with political signage.  Through my naïve analysis this election cycle, I’ve concluded both political parties are probably pretty much the same.

The 2 party-system is perfect for maintaining the status quo.  It divides people into two factions who fight with each other instead of looking at serious problems and figuring out solutions.  Part of the problem, in my opinion, is the very enormous structure of government itself.  Left or right, if a person is looking for “the government” to fix a problem, they’re asking for bigger government.  This dialectic goes on, with people fighting each other, neighbor against neighbor. Our currency continues to lose value, our bridges continue to crumble and the beat goes on.  People ask “why?” and blame “the other side.”

Divide and conquer has worked for a long time, even in my own family.

In 2008, I started thinking about all these things.  I stopped campaigning and writing checks.  I started wondering what it would look like to love my neighbor when I wasn’t sure I liked everything about them.  I started thinking about this idea all the time and now it infuses my actions towards others.  I am imperfect at best.  On the days I want to point out someone’s foolishness, I try to think “can I deliver this message in love” or “will it alienate one of my neighbors?”

What does “peace” look like if it begins with me?

No matter which party wins the presidency this year, I’m planning to do many of the same things I always do, including the things I do for free.  I’ll keep the flowers in my Surprise Garden blooming and I’ll keep the water flowing at The Hampton Victory Garden.  I’ll support local farmers by participating in Community Sponsored Agriculture (CSA).  I’ll keep trying to grow more of my own food.  I’ll keep writing about it.

Most importantly, I’m going to vote for my neighbors, my friends, and my family this year and I’m going to keep trying to love them, no matter what.

The thoughts, ideas, and voluntary actions of Julie-Ann Baumer have not been paid for by any candidate, political party, or political action committee.

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Tulips for the Easter Parade

I got back to New Hampshire at around 3:00 p.m. Sunday; I have been delinquent in my duties at The Hampton Victory Garden.  I hadn’t cleaned up the dead marigolds around the sign and some of my perennial flowers needed to be cut back.  I also had a bag of tulip bulbs from Allen, Sterling & Lothrop, in Falmouth, Maine.

Planting fall bulbs like tulips is a simple process.  Dig a hole, put the bulb in with the tip of the bulb pointing upward, cover it up, and wait until spring.  Sure, there are planting differences depending on the hardiness zone, but most fall bulbs are as easy as that.

Fall bulbs give me hope on long, dull and endless March days.

Hurricane Sandy had raised a little havoc in my garden plot; my cold frame had blown over into my neighbor’s garden and my watering can was two plots away from its home.  Fortunately, the cold frame wasn’t damaged and I put it back where it belonged.  It was quiet and peaceful in the garden.

It was too quiet and peaceful.

I plugged in my MP3 player and the shuffle brought up Bing Crosby hosting a 1941 holiday episode of The Kraft Music Hall .  Der Bingle sings “Adeste Fideles,” first in Latin and then in English, and then encourages everyone listening to sing along with the final English verse.  The afternoon shadows and Bing Crosby transported me home in my mind and I laughed thinking about my father and his disdain for the crooner.

Every Christmas Eve, we watch Holiday Inn.  It doesn’t matter that I fall asleep around the time Jim Hardy (Bing Crosby) and Linda Mason (Marjorie Reynolds) sing “The Easter Parade.”  I have a copy of the movie and I can watch it any time I like; I just like to watch it with my father because I know exactly how the Winter Carnival King of 1951’s script is going to run.

The movie scene opens with Ted Hanover (Fred Astaire) dancing in the snow and then pans to Jim Hardy (Bing) walking down a hallway, whistling.

Herman:  Is that Crosby?

JAB:         Yes, it’s Holiday Inn.

Herman:  I can’t stand that (BLEEP).  Is he dead yet?

JAB:         Yes, Dad, he’s been dead for a long time.

Herman:  Good.

Every Christmas, just like clockwork.

It was chilly and thinking about Holiday Inn, I wished I was home.  My nose started running a little; I reached in my pocket, but I didn’t have a tissue.  I never have a tissue when I need one.  When I’m home and I wear one of my father’s jackets, there’s always a tissue in the pocket.

I wiped my nose on my sleeve and committed to putting tissues in all the pockets of my jackets and sweaters.  I finished planting the tulip bulbs and loaded up the Jeep.

Tulip bulbs give me hope on long, dark autumn afternoons.

Hurry up and plant some before the ground freezes…for the Easter Parade, of course!

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Think for Yourself

Time is running out to view the exhibit “The Moving Panorama of Pilgrim’s Progress.”  Since the machinations of the time tyrants have granted us one extra hour of it today, a wise Southern Maine investor might spend their surplus on a trip to the Saco Museum and the Historic Pepperell Mills to view it before it is gone.

Besides gas in the tank, the total cost to view the stunning painted panels is $7 for adults.  I repeat, SEVEN dollars.

Someone recently told me a “spiritual speaker” charged people $65 dollars for a seminar in Lewiston, Maine.  Apparently, 4,000 people attended.

The Panorama was magnificent; the theme of Pilgrim’s Progress was presented simply.  It was peaceful and quiet in the exhibit hall, with no jostling for a seat.  No one told me what to think about the works.  I could ponder and reach my own conclusions.

It was enchanting and beautiful; conducive to rest.

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Today and Tomorrow and the Next Day

When Uncle Bob had his lumberjack accident, I couldn’t wait to see him.  First, I wanted to make sure he was okay, but then I wanted to scold him and tell him to “knock it off” and stop taking chances in the woods alone with a chainsaw.  I think my lecture went something like this:

“Uncle Bob, you could have been killed.”

He looked at me like I was the silliest 48-year-old niece and said something like:

“Yes, and you could fall down in your condo and die too.”

I was taken aback for a minute and didn’t know what to say; once again, Uncle Bob had the last word and once again, he was right.

Since I couldn’t stop loving that stoic old man and there might be a day when I needed to borrow his tractor, nothing more was said about the incident.  I have thought about his remark over time, though.

I live 200 yards, more or less, from the Atlantic Ocean.  I’m also 3 or 4 miles from a nuclear reactor.  If Hurricane Sandy had taken a different turn, Uncle Bob’s remarks would have been quite prophetic.  There are only so many things I can do to prepare for such an apocalyptic event.  At some point, I’m going to need to make a decision as to whether I should stay here or leave, but until I can make a decision and execute a plan, I have to accept the consequences of my decision to stay.

How long does it take to make a decision like that?  It’s taken me a lot longer than it might take someone else.  My friend Jaxon sold a property in 12 days once; he’s decisive!  It consumed him.  He always had time for a phone call or a walk, though, because even though he was thinking about the future, he was living in the present and taking care of the needs of the day.  He was being a son, a brother, a friend, and an employee.  He was carrying on.

When something catastrophic and destructive happens, it’s hard to focus; it’s hard to carry on.  The news puppets of all stripes are screaming “something must be done!”  I don’t know what it is that must be done.  Some people might use tragedy for self-promotion and gain; I can’t understand trafficking in human devastation, but I know it’s possible.

I cannot fathom the complexity of the problem and how to fix it.

I can only wear my bloody heart on my sleeve and love my neighbor as best as I can.  My friend Serena said the same thing yesterday; I’m glad she reminded me of this.

Love your neighbor today.

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